Monday, December 29, 2008

Why so many animal blogs? TESTING 1,2,3





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AHHHH I just had to let all this shit out. I am practicing spiritual elevations, positive energy, universal guidance and the study of energy healing.. Your thoughts become your environment..

So below I state my opinions very fucken clear.. I don't hold back. I don't mean to offend.. If you eat meat.. no your not going to hell or think I hate you cause I don't lol. I'm not closed minded.

I'm just stating the facts, and exposing shit I think people need to be aware, it's THEIR choice what they choose to take away from it.

I think alot of Animal Issues have a really bad stereo-type.. of course negative is easier to digest and manifest then positive. I also understand some may shun away from the graphic videos and pictures, it's easy to turn away and ignore it. I don't fault anyone for that, it's not something you want to think about.. but it's real, it exists and for those that want to be part of the solution or the problem, well it's up to them.

Global Warming is a huge issue but we as Humans are not helping...














I cry more and more every time I see the picture.

IMAGINE YOU ARE SCARED SHITLESS? EVER BEEN TERRIFIED???????????? EVER SEEN TERROR IN YOUR CHILDS EYES? NOW THINK ABOUT EVERY FUCKEN ANIMAL THAT HAS NO VOICE .. CAN'T SCREAM AND GOES THROUGH THIS SOBER.. AND FULLY AWAKE..

NOW ASK YOURSELF.. WHAT WOULD YOU DO? HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU FEEL?

INDESCRIBABLE RIGHT?



I pray everyday they feel no pain ever.



I had a rabbit that died a year ago named Diva R.I.P. This is exactly what she looked like.



Well cuz I can.

I have been wanting to for a quite a while. I always see my mom writing letters to magazines when they use Pony Fur.. or Fur of any kind in their magazine. I have been with her at many protests having our voice heard for the voiceless. My mom obviously is a huge influence to me in so many ways.

She "walks the walk, talks the talk" She never buys ANY products that have any animal products or have been tested on. Everything from Fake Leather to Tooth paste, her make-up and Food.

The shelters she volunteers at, I have distanced myself because I get so angry and full of hate at the ignorance and lack of attention these horrible acts against animals, and the carelessness that just isn't important to society as it SHOULD BE.

I get overwhelmed because I want to pick the right words, the few words that will say everything.

I'm not trying to preach, I'm voicing my opinion and what I think is right. I have sayed many times I don't judge people .. I try not to.. but if anyone I know disrespects, hurts, abuses, tortures any animal.. I have no respect for them PERIOD. I just don't. EVER.

I know some people just don't have that bond, I get it. Or where they grew up or their enviornment animals are seen as trade, grown for food, sport, or whatever the case may be.

My issue is how do you not have compassion? do people think animals have no feeling? or don't feel the same? same shit with Sea Life. It's like if something is moving we have to kill it?

In some of the blogs below I posted are just a TINY percentage of the mind blowing and horrific horrible unthinkable shit that goes on in this world.

I just want to stress to everybody that animals DO FEEL they aren't fucking with no feelings and emotions.. IMAGINE the very stress you would go through not being able to yell for help, Suffering.. Left to fucken die.. like.. how would you ever do that to an animal.. it's a living fucking thing, it has a heart, obviously moves so you think it doesn't feel? THEY ARE HELPLESS AND DEFENSELESS..

I truely think anyone who hurts any animal in ANY way shape or form is disturbed and a coward..

Many study's have shown that some traits of serial killers and abusers start with the way they were with animals.. IM NOT saying since fucken birth or toddlers .. cuz they don't know better.. I'm saying as they grow up.. There is so much people have no idea.. in what they eat, what they buy.. including Animal Testing ONE of the MANY horrific fucken ways these poor animals are subjected to..

case and point........


I get that animal testing has helped us evolve.. for well needed life saving treatments and cures. However.. when your TORTURING AND I CAN NOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH TORTURING ANIMALS for a fucken laundry softener? for your precious Fe breeze? your shampoo, conditioner, toothpaste? for a fucking lip stick?

"ANIMAL TESTED" isn't on alot of products, THE ONES THAT SAY "NOT ANIMAL TESTED" or "NO ANIMAL INGREDIENTS" is what you want to buy.. why? well take a look....

ANIMAL TESTING BY THE WAY.. DOES NOT MEAN IN ANY SHAPE WAY OR FORM THAT THEY SIMPLY RUBBED, SPRAYED OR PAMPERED THE ANIMAL LOL. THEY DON'T SPRAY THE END PRODUCT TO SEE IF THEIR FUR SMELLS GOOD AND SOFT? IDIOTS!




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An Overview of Animal Experimentation, Narrated by Actor James Cromwell
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"Ask the experimenters why they experiment on animals, and the answer is: 'Because the animals are like us.' Ask the experimenters why it is morally OK to experiment on animals, and the answer is: 'Because the animals are not like us.' Animal experimentation rests on a logical contradiction."
-Professor Charles R. Magel

As many as 115 million animals are experimented on and killed in laboratories in the U.S. every year. Much of the experimentation-including pumping chemicals into rats' stomachs, hacking muscle tissue from dogs' thighs, and putting baby monkeys in isolation chambers far from their mothers-is paid for by you, the American taxpayer and consumer, yet you can't visit a laboratory and see how the government has spent your money. You can't even get an accurate count on the number of animals killed every year because experimenters and the government have decided that mice and rats and certain other animals don't even have to be counted.

Animal experimentation is a multibillion-dollar industry fueled by massive public funding and involving a complex web of corporate, government, and university laboratories, cage and food manufacturers, and animal breeders, dealers, and transporters. The industry and its people profit because animals, who cannot defend themselves against abuse, are legally imprisoned and exploited.

Fortunately for animals in laboratories, there are people who care. Some of them work in labs, and when they witness abuse, they call PETA. Thanks to these courageous whistleblowers, PETA's undercover investigators and caseworkers, who sift through reams of scientific and government documents, have exposed what goes on behind laboratory doors.






Crulest show on Earth-Beaten into submission....

IMAGINE YOU ARE SCARED SHITLESS? EVER BEEN TERRIFIED???????????? EVER SEEN TERROR IN YOUR CHILDS EYES? NOW THINK ABOUT EVERY FUCKEN ANIMAL THAT HAS NO VOICE .. CAN'T SCREAM AND GOES THROUGH THIS SOBER.. AND FULLY AWAKE..

DIES IN UTTER AGONY..........

IS POPCORN WORTH THAT? I THINK NOT.

NOW ASK YOURSELF.. WHAT WOULD YOU DO? HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU FEEL?

INDESCRIBABLE RIGHT?

AND WHEN THE HELL DO YOU SEE TIGERS GO THROUGH FLAMES IN THE WILD?

"DON'T TOUCH THEM.. HURT THEM"

THATS WHAT YOUR BRINGING YOUR KIDS TO???????????????????????????????????????????







THESE ASSHOLES! These are beautiful animals.. WHERE'S THE COMPASSION IN THE FUCKING WORLD? HOW DO YOU BEAT THESE ANIMALS INTO FUCKEN SUBMISSION AND NOT CARE?

ONE THING PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW IS MOST ABUSERS AND SERIAL KILLERS USUALLY PRAY ON ANIMALS FROM A YOUNG AGE...............


The horrific things I want to do to these people. Beating animals into submission? taking them out of their habitat? Are you serious? where did these people loose their soul?

Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, children of all ages, step right up and see the cruelest show on earth. Ringling Bros. and Barnum & Bailey proudly present timid tigers, exploited elephants and abused exotic animals tamed, tortured and terrified for your amusement.

Unfortunately, many circus-goers will likely never hear about the cruelty toward animals that regularly occurs behind the scenes at the Ringling Bros. Circus.

People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals (PETA), the American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (ASPCA), the Humane Society and others oppose Ringling Bros.' cruel mistreatment of animals. Every Aggie should join in by boycotting the circus while they are on campus.



"We do have a campaign against circuses that use animals in general, but specifically Ringling Bros. because they are one of the worst abusers of animals in the entertainment industry," Rice said. "Ringling Bros. has been responsible for the deaths of 24 elephants in their care, only one of which can be attributed to old age."

Rice went on to explain that there are currently several federal investigations into the circus for cruelty or negligence.

"Ringling Bros. is under investigation for the 2004 death of a two-year-old lion named Clyde, who died of heat exhaustion in an overheated boxcar while traveling across the Mohave Desert," he said.

Another investigation concerns the use of the bullhook, a long metal bat with a hook at the end, in elephant training. The instrument is used to coerce and intimidate elephants into doing the tricks.

"Because the performances are based on what the animals do during play and socialization, training is simply a matter of encouraging the elephants to do what comes naturally on cue to music," according to the Ringling Bros.' Web site. "We accomplish that by reinforcing their natural behaviors through repetition and reward."

Nothing could be further from the truth. Elephants do not take each other by the tail and parade around, and there are certainly no elephants in the wild wearing party hats and standing on giant stools. Nothing is more unnatural than the tricks elephants perform in the circus. Positive reinforcement would never be able to achieve this type of behavior. The only way to get this behavior from a wild animal is with intimidation and physical punishment.

"Ringling Bros. is under investigation for the 2004 videotaped beating of an 8-year-old elephant named Angelica," Rice said.


The video shows the elephant chained by all four legs and being beaten and jabbed as it screams in pain. It is one of many videos on PETA's Web site depicting such violence.

Bringing wild animals around the country in boxcars and forcing them to do tricks for our amusement is a sad relic of a time long passed. Many modern and successful circuses, like Cirque de Soleil, rely on the talents of human performers rather than the exploitation of animals. Ringling Bros. needs to do the same. Aggies can help send that message and put an end to this horrible abuse by boycotting the Ringling Bros. and Barnum & Bailey Circus.
























Now this is awesome and beautiful.. an alternative to Circus's

Cirque du Soleil

Skinny Bitch changed my life-THE TRUTH ABOUT YOUR FOOD

I feel like a hypocrite. I faltered from my beliefs and need to be the example to the ones I have influenced and to the new ones who will be influenced, due to the fact around 13 people who have read some of my previous blogs about me going Vegan and how I credit this book, have actually went out and bought it.

I am going to choose my words wisely because some words will detour or will be taken in the wrong context or stereo-typical association/definition with it. Like words as "Vegan" "PETA" "Vegetarian", etc....

Being Vegan/Vegetarian doesn't meat you eat Rabbit foot, you don't fucken starve.. and if you know people who are unhealthy and or sick.. THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING................

Vegan/Vegetarian doesn't mean your a tree hugger or revolutionary, does not mean your you hate meat eaters.. does not mean your perfect.

I personally know that when you take care of your body, everything else falls into place. When I went Vegan, I was and still am open to so many different real things in the world, fuck the material and selfishness, vain and superficial shit in the world. I see the world different.

I totally UNDERSTAND having to change your lifestyle or fatham the thought and idea of not eating meat/fish? thats inconcievable to most, I know first hand Vegan/Vegetarian (there are different forms of Vegetarian) is something that you should educate and make your own choice. It's overwhelming at first for some.. For me personally because of my mom I went total Vegan the very next day. I love vegetables, fruits, etc.. and after everything I learned.. it's true.. When you know better.. you do better.

Not everyone can keep this up.. I find it so fucken hard to not want to eat junkfood cause sometimes I'm not always somewhere, be it friends house, restaruant, late night especially hard to eat healthy. I am not a picky eater..nor do I need a shit load to feel full.

I don't expect really anyone to agree with me.. and ignorance is bliss including trying to argue with me when there is no arguement this is what MY truth is, what I KNOW is right and correct

I see Vegan/Vegetarian as the Underground way of life, Like Hip Hop.. It's no longer on the radio right.. so you got people drilling this bullshit into your head.. like the government making you think a certain way..

using scare tactics (as in you will get sick if you stop eating meat, you need milk.. when in fact. You get sick by eating and drinking that shit)

when in reality it's the real shit tied with the earth that is the truth..



By the way PETA is an awesome awesome awesome organization.. To some who don't get them they are often hated on and not taken serious. Sure there are always the radicals and some who give PETA a bad name.. BUT SHIT ISN'T THAT ALWAYS THE CASE IN ANYTHING????????

I have protested embassy's, circus's.. OH LORD ONCE YOU LOOK INTO THE WAY THE ANIMALS ARE TREATED, SERIOUS SHIT.. ELEPHANTS ARE BEATEN INTO SUBMISSION.. THEY ARE CAGED AND WITHOUT EVER BEING LET OUT.. ALL OVER THE WORLD LIKE FUCKEN CARGO?.. BABY'S ARE TAKEN AWAY FROM THEIR PARENTS.. ELEPHANTS ARE VERY VERY CLOSE, THEY NEED TO BE TOGETHER.. LOOK AT THE WAY THEY ARE .. YOU KNOW WHAT.. THATS MY NEXT BLOG.. HOLD THIS THOUGHT




YOU REALLY ARE WHAT YOU EAT



Ok so my mom has been a Vegetarian/Vegan since she was 13 years old. Now my mom is just an angel she does gods work.. so since I was born she never EVER put her beliefs on me. She would cook me meat, bought me whatever I wanted food wise.. She felt it was not right for her to stop me from anything, even though it wasn't something she believed in as far as her personal food choices. Ironic however, My grandfather owns a famous restaurant in Culver City, CA (Johnnies Pastrami) that is known for Pastrami. He has owned this since for well over 50 years.. She always ate salad or fries whenever she was there.. now she just takes her food

I use to think how the hell do you not eat meat? what else can you eat? well August 21st, my 23rd B-Day My mom brought home a book that changed my life.. she didn't know what it was about but the title she thought was funny.. I read it that very night.

My last meal before turning vegan was A famous star combo from Carls Jr.

My mom is VERY into animal rights, etc (As well has human rights, causes, etc).. so as I was being educated from this book, it was the horrific descriptions of how the animals are slaughtered.. that will forever be em blazed in my head and since that day I have never had any meat, fish,BUT I will admit I have had the juices from pozole.. How horrible is that? what a hypocrite things I chose? I'm eating the very shit this poor animal is immersed in? I'm eating the very juices of this dead animal. etc..

I do not eat anything that had a face.. any meat flesh.. (exception girls LOL.)

Ok so the obvious question "WHAT DO YOU EAT" .. people we are in 2000 fucken 9 in 2 days.. we are not on a brink of discovering this way of life.. Whole Foods is awesome for Vegans in my opinion.. Trader Joes is awesome as well, I find for vegetarians and not as strict......

When I'm on my game of True Vegan I eat alot, from Vegetables, to fruit.. There is a delicious Vegan restaurants all over, including organic mom and pop stores.. Let me share some shocking news.. YOU CAN MAKE ALTERNATIVES AND THEY ARE THE SHIT .. OF ANYTHING!

You can make cookies, cakes, enchiladas, pies, pasta, pizza, fries, nachos, EVERYTHING 100% Natural and Organic.. Don't believe me?
Mind you not all "VEGAN" or "VEGETARIAN" promised products ARE SUCH. Once you read this book, YOU WILL KNOW EVERYTHING THAT IS IN YOUR FOOD, INCLUDING ON WHAT INGREDIENTS COMPROMISE "VEGAN/VEGETARIAN/ORGANIC" 99% Of the products in the "ORGANIC " Section in national Super markets ARE A FUCKEN JOKE.. The whole "O" products COMEDY.

Visit these sites.. just click.

Goveg.com-Awesome introductory

Organic/Healthy!

Caring Consumer

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It's written so sassy, funny and no bullshit! It's very detailed, covers EVERYTHING from milk, sugar, government cover ups, etc.. the effects of EVERYTHING.. how the animals being slaughtered and farms with cows, etc.. their anxiety, torture really does translate to your body. So many times depression comes from what the animals go through.


IT DOES NOT PREACH YOU TO GO VEGAN, IT SIMPLY EDUCATES YOU IN THE EASIEST WAY


I read this and went total fucken vegan for a long time then.. went to vegetarian which I am right at right now.. I do eat cheese and junk food, but no meat/fish.. First of all to settle some myths.. You don't get protein from animals or fish.. your eating dead fucken flesh.. and I laugh when people ask me "where do you get your protein from" let me ask you something.. how many times a day do you wonder "Did I get enough protein today" lol.

I don't force or tell anyone my opinions on this.. I do not go into detail.. NO ONE is going to change my mind about meat/fish so why should I try to force it on someone else? This blogsite is where I am expressing my opinion. I don't give a shit what YOU put in your body.. I don't tell people what they should eat.. I don't like it when people tell me.

You get protein from fruits and vegetables, beans, grains.. wow who would have thought things that grow from the earth is what is good for you? amazing. l.o.l.........

This book covers everything.. if you knew what the fuck was in Milk, soda and "Diet soda" you wouldn't feed that shit to a roach..but your feeding it to your kids? why the fuck are we drinking Milk from a COW????????? it makes your kids fat, doesn't make your bones strong.....

The shit the government puts in these animals to mass grow them just adds insult to injury in regards to your health.

Now I'm not one to preach.. this is my blog, my blogsite and I say what I want.. When people ask me why I don't eat meat.. I say it's a personal choice.. and if they keep fucken asking me in an ignorant way or try to say stupid childish shit like describing how they are eating or how the animal died but how it taste so good.. I just say "There is more meat for you =)" dumb fucks.














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Fur-Who's skin are you in? I FAKE IT!

I actually REFUSE to buy/support artists such as Mary J Bliege, I love me some Beyonce but I will not spend one dime personally on her music for the fact she has real fur in her clothing line. I will not support Jennifer Lopez, Sharon Stone, etc..

I refuse.



It has to be the evil in me but the things I want to do to the "people"s souls who torture, kill, beat, and manufacture this kind of "business" , but I doubt they have any.. how can ANYONE do this!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ARE YOU PART OF THE PROBLEM OR SOLUTION???????????

OH AND IF YOU GOT ENOUGH HEART TO WATCH THESE VIDEOS.. THESE ANIMALS ARE MURDERD ALIVE MY DEAR. NOT PUT TO SLEEP.

BABY SEALS? ARE YOU SERIOUS? CLUBBED ON THE HEAD FOR THEIR FUR? ELEPHANTS ONLY KILLED FOR THEIR IVORY IN THEIR TUSKS THEN LEFT THERE?



IMAGINE YOU ARE SCARED SHITLESS? EVER BEEN TERRIFIED???????????? EVER SEEN TERROR IN YOUR CHILDS EYES? NOW THINK ABOUT EVERY FUCKEN ANIMAL THAT HAS NO VOICE .. CAN'T SCREAM AND GOES THROUGH THIS SOBER.. AND FULLY AWAKE..

NOW ASK YOURSELF.. WHAT WOULD YOU DO? HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU FEEL?

INDESCRIBABLE RIGHT?

YOU THINK GETTING A PAPER CUT FUCKEN HURTS? "SKINNING" YOUR KNEE.. YEA REAL OUCH..

FUCK GETTEN WAXED...............................................

Who's skin are you in?

LIKE LEATHER? GOT TO HAVE THAT LEATHER JACKET? THAT LEATHER PURSE? LEATHER SHOES?









Horse abuse-Charro assholes-REALITY

IMAGINE YOU ARE SCARED SHITLESS? EVER BEEN TERRIFIED???????????? EVER SEEN TERROR IN YOUR CHILDS EYES? NOW THINK ABOUT EVERY FUCKEN ANIMAL THAT HAS NO VOICE .. CAN'T SCREAM AND GOES THROUGH THIS SOBER.. AND FULLY AWAKE..

NOW ASK YOURSELF.. WHAT WOULD YOU DO? HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU FEEL?

INDESCRIBABLE RIGHT?

WHATS FUNNY ABOUT AN ANIMAL BEING SO SCARED.. SHIT LOAD OF PEOPLE SCREAMING AND CHEERING..

SICK FUCKS.







Alot of what I wrote below are in fact real and true. I have put videos of exactly what the fuck goes on. Be advised these videos are horrific and graphic.


- I also want to stress I think Hunting is not a sport.. including Fishing your putting the hook in the fishes mouth then when you throw it back in.. it fucken drowns. What an athlete you are.......




I'm not trying to offend anyone, I'm bringing the truth to the masses. I understand those who will not agree with me, and who don't share or view the same opinions. I totally get that. I understand these are ancient traditions. I however, do not agree.


My mom has many horses, they are an amazing animal.

They are friecly strong and very smart. Many people don't know what happens to the horses at the races for example. Many horses are not treated right, Horses like other many animals need constant maintenance. So when your racing a horse to make other people money.. then why are of no use.. Horses are OFTEN sold to slaughter houses. If you have ever heard what a horse slaughter house sounds like.. You would have nightmares. They hang the horses by a LEG.. they slit their throats.. and like usuall just as in any slaughter house.. like where your meat and dairy products come from .. the animal isn't always killed in an instant.. imagine that? The screams of the horses knowing they are going to die.. some are slit right in the middle of their body...









A mexican/Spainsh tradition is Charro .. It's like a rodeo.. now I know it's a tradition, etc.. but the sick fucks who are so "macho" have the horses run in a full gallop meaning.. having them run around the ring full speed.. they lastle the horse.. meaning they swing a rope when the horse runs by and pulls it so they are TRIPPED and fall..
PHOENIX – Arizona is one step closer to joining a handful of states that have banned horse tripping, a Mexican-style rodeo event.

The bill, HB 2539, passed unanimously through the House of Representatives’ Water and Agriculture Committee, Thursday, Feb. 7.

According to Representative Kyrsten Sinema (D-Dis.15), the primary sponsor of the legislation, “there still is a lot of work to do before it passes the legislature and gets sent to the Governor.”

Horse tripping involves cowboys forcing a horse into a full gallop. Once up to speed, another horseman lassoes the front or hind legs of the horse, causing it to trip forward at full force.

From the fall, horses often suffer serious and even fatal injuries, including lacerations, broken knees, necks and shoulders, as well as spinal injuries.

“In many cases, the horse is put down or dies of these injuries,” Sinema said.

Arizona is the last southwestern state to ban the rodeo event. As a result, there has been an increase in rodeos featuring it.

“After California, New Mexico and Texas outlawed the practice of horse tripping, it leaves only Arizona amongst the Southwest states allowing this,” Sinema said. “This means that more charro-style rodeos have come to Arizona to engage in these activities.”

But under the proposal, tripping an equine for sport or entertainment would be punishable at a misdemeanor level. If convicted, the accused would face up too six months in jail and made to pay fines up to $2,500.

The proposed bill also establishes sentencing guidelines for second and third-time offenses.

Currently, California, Florida, Illinois, Maine, New Mexico, Oklahoma and Texas are the only states to have banned it. But Nevada, Wyoming, Colorado and Nebraska are also considering legislation this session.

Horse tripping is not a standard ranching practice anywhere in the U.S., nor is it sanctioned by any American-style rodeo association, such as the Professional Rodeo Cowboys Association or International Professional Rodeo Association.

For more than 50 years, the movie and TV industries in the United States have banned airing footage of horse tripping.

But this is where the controversy begins. The Charro Federation publicly stated that experienced charros, the Mexican equivalence of American cowboys, know how to trip a horse without hurting it.

However, the trouble is the delicate bone and muscular alignment of a horse. While many rodeo and charreada events can be considered rough on animals, the structure of most livestock, such as bovines, is a lot hardier than equines.

A horse’s legs can be compared to a human’s legs in the structure of its ankle and hoof. For this reason, if a horse goes lame it will often have to be put down. A cow on the other hand, can be lame and live a long life without complications.

While the humaneness of wrangling can be debated, it is still a practical technique used on many ranches today. Horse tripping, on the other hand is not, and purely serves as a form of entertainment.

The event is unique to the history and culture of charreadas, which originated in 16th century Spain and quickly spread to New Spain, or Mexico. Charreadas include many other cultural events such as parades, costumes, music and riding competitions.

In the 1970s, charreadas first began in the United States as the result of Mexican Americans looking to connect with their identity and stay culturally connected Mexico.

Since so much of charreadas has to do with heritage and family, Hispanic communities often argue that horse tripping events are an important part of their history and should not be banned.

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WHY WOULD YOU TRIP A FUCKEN HORSE IN FULL SPEED? WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING THROUGH THESE ASSHOLE'S MINDS? WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ANY ANIMAL? THAT MAKES YOU A FUCKEN MAN????? SICK FUCKS.

OH AND THE WHOLE TORO BULLSHIT.. STICKING A FUCKEN KNIFE IN THE BULL'S BACK THEN RUNNING AROUND TRYING TO TEASE IT.. YEA THATS REAL FUCKEN BRAVE ..

At alot of Charro Rodeos they have the horses "Dance" well the horse is not dancing .. what they do is stick nails in their feat.. they beat the shit out of the horse to "train" them to go from side to side.. Imagine? Lets stick nails in their feet and have someone sit on you while your in horrific pain??????????????????????



Most horses feet never get taken care of if you don't know what your doing.. Horses are bonding animals.. oh AND THEY FUCKEN FEEL.


Puppy Mills-wake the fuck up.

IMAGINE YOU ARE SCARED SHITLESS? EVER BEEN TERRIFIED???????????? EVER SEEN TERROR IN YOUR CHILDS EYES? NOW THINK ABOUT EVERY FUCKEN ANIMAL THAT HAS NO VOICE .. CAN'T SCREAM AND GOES THROUGH THIS SOBER.. AND FULLY AWAKE..

NOW ASK YOURSELF.. WHAT WOULD YOU DO? HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU FEEL?

INDESCRIBABLE RIGHT?



This is real. Trust me this is just ONE of the many cruel ways animals are treated.. this just happens to be the topic of Puppy Mills, but there is hundreds sadly other ways, Dog Fighting, Cat drownings for a dollar each?

I'm so outraged but not surprise My mother is a HUGE PETA supporter.. etc.. we protest the Circus etc..

I will say this.. I try not to judge people but I do judge people on the way they treat any animal period. I do hope and wish as bad as it sounds that anyone who has ever beat, hit, starve, torture, shoot, kick, killed, etc.. any animal on PURPOSE they die the most horrible slow tortured death that will make The worlds most hanious serial killers have nightmares.

I don't think alot of people understand..An animal is a fucken living being.. AS WELL AS ALL ANIMALS IN THE SEA.. you think they don't fucken feel? they feel as much as we do.. Imagine being treated like shit AND NOT ABLE TO SAY A FUCKEN WORD FOR HELP?


Hundreds of thousands of dogs suffer in puppy mills in this country. The dogs are prisoners of greed. They are locked in small cages. They freeze in the winter and swelter in the summer. The dogs never get out of their prisons. They are bred over and over again until they die. The only way to free them from the misery of these horrid puppymills is to eliminate the demand for puppies by refusing to buy a puppy in a pet store and boycotting those pet stores that sell puppies. When people stop buying puppies in pet stores, the puppy mills will go out of business and the misery will end. The state and federal governments do not enforce the laws to protect the dogs. The commercial breeders and brokers have huge well-funded lobbying efforts. Please join this fight to free the prisoners of greed. The only person who is going to make a difference for the dogs suffering in puppy mills is you. You, the people, can free them from their puppy mill prisons.


http://www.prisonersofgreed.org/

https://community.hsus.org/campaign/US_2008_petland?qp_source=gabhe5

http://stoppuppymills.org/puppy_buying_tips.html





I am giving Angel Readings

My wonderful and angelic friend Janice =) gave me great gifts/learning tools to help me in my spiritual awakening journey. It's not a money making pyramid, or a scheme or some cult as "spiritual awakening" may come off to those who don't believe or the stereo type with it.

Anywho, She graciously gave me a BEAUTIFUL deck of "Oracle Cards" by Doreen Virtue, Ph.D.

These cards are very accurate.. they are absolutely gorgeous. The deck has 44 cards, each card has an angel, below it is a message, each are different. There are 4 "Archangels" -Archangel Gabrielle, Archangel Michael, Archangel Raphael & Archangel Uriel.

I will explain what is Oracle Cards, the significance of Archangels, etc..

It comes with a helpful booklet that goes over things from how to do a reading, It shows you "Spreads" for instance if you ask about Money there is an "Abundance Spread" where you can ask anything about this or there are different examples of questions you can ask.. It shows you where exactly to place the number of cards. For this spread there is 7 cards, below the spread is 7 questions, each question is assigned to each card, each card will tell you the message (answer) to that particular question.

You can ask anything you want, the different spreads cover topics like, Healing, Conditions, Money, Soul Mate, What the future holds, including spreads if you want to receive a message from your angels, or deceased loved one, including what angels are guiding you right now.

You can ask anything you desire, there is no wrong way. You don't have to follow the spreads at all, you can simply pull out as many cards as your intuition directs you when to stop, or when you simply want to stop and pull out the cards.

With every Angel, in the book describes their "Additional Message" a good paragraph explaing in greater detail what their message is relaying to you.

I have only been using these cards for about 2 weeks? I have given a couple readings to my friends.. It's very accurate, There has been few times when I particularly don't understand a card or maybe hope for a direct message that will satisfy exactly what I asked, but I'm sure the message and card was picked out to me for a reason.

I don't need to be in the same room with you, I have done some via e-mail, on the phone, over Yahoo Messenger lol. It's all energy and God (whatever god you prefer to pray to and believe in) and the Universe is delivering these messages to you. I like to ask my friends who are having a hard time or stressing over something, to give them comfort from their angels.

It's amazing when some of the cards come through repeatedly, if thats not a message I dunno what it is lol. I shuffle the cards very well.



If you want a reading, Email me -Latinabeatz@aol.com or simply hit me up on Myspace , or HipHopGo2Girl on yahoo messenger =)


The definition of Archangels, their meaning, purpose, etc... Click here

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Some things in life I have learned

Granted, I am only 26.. god I'm old! Then again.. I'm sure there are countless people and family's who wish they could have seen their loved one reach my age.

There are things that I have learned. I look back at shit and omg I cringe in self embarrassment like the way I use to dress, act, think, did.. lordy. What was I thinking? EVEN things from barely a year ago..

I find myself when speaking to younger teens or whatever all the different things I now know. Many times I have always heard "You will understand when you get older" and that is so true way beyond words.
The catch is.. you have to experience to understand.


I will add on to this blog, because of course I have much more to learn. I now find myself appreciating and understanding, processing what older people tell me or describing about their life and things they have learned. I have a thing now of asking elders what life lessons they have learned, their mistake could save me one. I am finding that in life in general if people are telling you something over and over, be it good or bad, with the exception of course of negative, derogatory, hurtful and cruel shit.. but things in life or situations your in .. things you can't see ..

like not to drive a certain way, or you should get such and such checked out, or when it comes to relationships so many signals, signs, red flags we miss because we are on the inside looking in..so if multiple are telling you for your own good... think about what they are saying.. usually it's the ones on the outside looking.. of course if it's their good intention to look out for you of course is when you should pay attention. However, with everything there's chances what everyone has warned you about could totally be wrong, I'm just saying more times then not. stubbornness is a mofo.

I learned to always go with my gut, if something seems to good to be true or something doesn't seem right.. acknowledge that and don't over look it. be cautious.

I learned how certain dialects people have predict the ending of an argument or discussion.

I learned that sometimes things happen for a reason (vague I know but I find it to be true)

When someone out of no where sends you a negative message trying to push your buttons.. it's usually because they are threatened and thats how they obtain attention. Negative attention is easier to obtain than positive. Lordy it took me a while to learn that especially in what I do.

I learned that the way someone treats others especially people that are weaker then them is the way they will treat you.

I learned you teach people how to treat you

I learned to Never underestimate ANYONE. Never assume you know and think what people will do, react and behave, a little contradicting but Never say Never.

I have learned nothing is "Set in stone" Don't take no for an answer and don't always rely on yes, if your not happy or satisfied with an answer, take it to the highest person in charge when dealing with business's and customer satisfaction.

Anyone is replaceable, Not only Good things to come an end.

one should not be surprised by knowing someones negative continuous behavior, it's not new.

There will always be people trying to tear you down, so appreciate the ones who hold you high.

I personally try not to get my hopes up, about situations or people. I try to always have a Plan B.

nothing is guaranteed always keep your options open.

What you do will come back to you in some way, shape and or form.

Having Money doesn't guarantee you will buy happiness, of course it makes things easier lol.

Money can't buy you health. I know first hand.. doesn't matter how much money you have your health is not always covered with payment. I promise you this.

Compassion is a key to happiness

Saying "Calm down, Relax & Chill" are 3 things you shouldn't say to a woman lol.

however, when in an argument with someone starting sentences or points with "YOU SHOULD DO.. YOU SHOULD OF" or YOU NEED TO that is a start for defensive reaction.. fighting words lol, I personally am trying to take out those words from my vocabulary including always saying YOU YOU YOU

Blood is thicker then water, but water taste better.

It's easier to talk shit, assume or treat someone a certain way.. ignorance is bliss but life and your well being is much more appeasing and attractive when you think about what they go through and went through.. before you assume.

Some people have bad days.. and may not intentionally being rude on purpose.


Not everyone is perfect, so before you criticize someone, think about your choices in life.

One persons trash really is another's treasure

We learn more from our mistakes, then our moments of victory

Honesty isn't always the best policy

-I truly don't buy into that "live everyday as your last" or "I live life to the fullest" maybe some but I don't know really anyone who can live everyday as it would be their last when they work everyday, don't have time to take a shit in peace.. I dunno if thats exactly what they would do that lol...

I learned that even the most annoying fucking cringing shit some of my close friends or people do.. One day I will miss it god forbid if they leave this earth.. so I guess even if it's annoying one day you may wish to give anything for that....

I have learned the hard way not to jump to conclusions.. think before I speak!

I am now trying to not say anything if I have nothing NICE to say.







To be continued!

I am the gay elephant in the "Room"

that apparently no one is bringing up or mentioning to me about lol.

No need to dance around.. spit it out.

I just got back from visiting with my mom's mom.. and my step- grandfather .. who is more like my grandfather..

Some people ask me what does my "family" say about me being gay or how did they take it .. etc.. blah blah and blah.

I am the kind of person where.. especially with some people I don't give a fuck what they think. My mom well it was not until like Summer of 07 that I was involved with someone and my mom asked me if there was something going on.. I sayed of course.. she's like "where do you sleep" I'm like .. where do you think?

I'm 26 year old I don't have to make excuses, be scared or hide shit.. I am of age to do what I want.

so she started with "I think it's a phase" blah blah blah. I sayed no.. see I do truly believe people can be Bi.. I truly believe you can totally want to be with both genders..

before I get the hate mail of "I would never be with my same sex" well pop some champagne and congrats.. but for those like me who prefer being with my same gender.. or for those who are attracted to both genders.. this is the people I'm speaking about..I believe they are not confused.. sure some may be curious and experiment and then there is some who love both sex's .. literally.

I have been with guys.. I have also been kissing girls since I was a 5 and up. So for the ones quick to say "you haven't met the right one".."you had a horrible experience with your dad/boyfriend" blah blah blah.. whatever excuse you need to come up with to make your self comfortable.. handle your scandle.. but no. I know what I like .. I've tried both and have made a decision.

My mom is the type that is not judgmental for shit. If I were to bring him any race, color, etc.. as long as I was happy then thats all that mattered.

So in continuing.. my mom however is not comfortable with it.. I think the main reason is because she doesn't want to see me as a "sexual being".. I can totally understand that... I mean who wants to think of their parents doing shit that we do? and with the same sex? lol right? If thats her whole reason behind her uneasiness then cool.. does it kinda bother me that my mom is the shit and accepting of every fucken being can't really discuss this? of course. This is the one issue thats not really talked about..

I tease her and shit but then again.. maybe cause I am an only child.. who doesn't want their only child especially their daughter to get married and have a kid? but news flash.. being straight doesn't entitle you to the white picket fence story book kind of life.. I love kids but don't want any.

SAME SHIT as the whole "oh your to pretty to be gay" "what a waste".. and my usual response.. what the fuck does looks have to do with it? like seriously? every "Attractive" person you know who dates a dude or girl is perfect cause the way they look? Oh ok.. so because I am cute or whatever that makes me guaranteed that I will have a devoted loving husband for the rest of my life?

Oh and for the record.. I'm not a fucken godess lol.


you either need to wake up or go to sleep cuz you smoken some shit. We are in 2009 my dear.. and if your so fucken superficial to think because of the way you look that will depend the outcome of your love life? really? so what about all the "attractive" people that we all know? do we say "I'm so sorry your boyfriend/girlfriend cheated on you because YOUR SO PRETTY.. get the stupidity? what if a beautiful looking person was a bitch, vain, horrible inside.. Not to get corny but beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Looks fade and only go so far.. I know there is some really good looking stunning people but have the worse attitudes and attributes that make them appear fugly.

There is a quote a man once sayed on Oprah.. He lost his eye sight years ago and when people ask him why he's not depressed or something to that effect.. stuff we would all think .. thoughts that go through our head if that happened to us.. he sayed "I wouldn't have it any other way, I have senses people will probably never have in their life, and I never met an ugly person unless they wanted to be"..............................OH SNAPS. get my point?



I know first hand.. because I am a good person.. and I treated someone like a fucken queen.. her family is mad cool with me, everyone prefers me over the one she chose.. even to this day.. but no matter how perfect I was.. she chose someone else who I'm guessing wasn't the same way I was, and total opposite.. So that whole theory of looks and bullshit.. Guess I was the exception of the rule that looks will ensure you a guaranteed to happiness land....reality.. you want to be with the one YOU want to be with, fuck the superficial.

When some of my friends that I know read my blogs.. it's kind of like.. a weird embarrasing feeling? I dunno why.. I guess I'm used to people randomly sending me messages of how they like my blogs.. cool.. So when my mom told me her mother commented about my myspace page

(On my Email I have my myspace URL on my signature)

I was waiting for the "gay" thing to come up.. even tonight I was at their house and they wouldn't refer to it but only highly praised me of the way my page is structerd..I don't have the best relationship or close one, so for a compliment was kind of like .. hmm ok so wheres the insult? lol. Funny though cuz I was waiting for it to come up but didn't. On the way home I mentioned to my mom how they didn't bring it up..but I could tell on their face.. I told my grandfather to just spit out in a joking way..He also sayed I should show my page to my uncle and his wife as a better way to get to know me, .. I sayed why would I do that? I don't know them like that.. in all honesty no one really knows me in that family.. it's dis functional .. plus I've always stayed away not the best environment. So for me to show then my page and my world.. how can I expect them to understand me as a person when for the fact we are all together in 1 room we can't last 5 minutes before we fight. So I think not. But I could be wrong, apparently it's not an issue obviously.. and I shouldn't be as judgmental..and I need not be so defensive. I think they won't even dwell on that and just get to know me off my page and maybe from there we can become close? then again I don't know them that well either maybe, it's not right for me to assume what their beliefs and opinions are, They aren't close minded people don't get me wrong but I hope they don't act all weird or my moms brother tell me not to say or wear anything so his kids won't get confused? I'm just sayen..

a funny little thing.. last Saturday there was a huge dinner.. his daughter saw my necklace of the lesbian symbol (roughly described think of a circle with a upside down cross.. 2 of those symbols linked together. for more info on this and other symbols click here .. She's extremely bright, observant and intelligent for her age.. she's like 10? she asked me "What does that mean?" I was caught off guard so I changed the subject but she asked me again.. I sayed "just a necklace".. I wasn't about to explain it to her.. thats a conversation for her and her parents, I don't want to confuse her or anything, and I personally feel it's not my place to educate or explain to her.. so she follows me and keeps asking.. so I told her " it's just a necklace some girls wear.. older girls" she's like I seen that before I just can't remember.. someone told me though it's bad!" I sayed "well to some people it is" and I walked away. My mom told me she kept asking my mom what it meant and my mom kept telling her she didn't know what she was referring to.. my mom didn't even know what necklace I had on till she I showed it to her. she's like oh.. thats what she's talking about.

My mom sayed her brother did look at it and mentioned to her like "Oh so Alexis is a Lesbian?" my mom told him she didn't want to discuss it.. that annoys me. My mom is all about gay marriage, gay rights she doesn't care. she use to joke she will probably have a daughter in law and will have to join G.L.A.A.D. But I guess when it comes true?.. It's not hard but it's kind of like wtf? I don't think she wants to know details about who I date.. but even when I dated dudes she was weird about that.. I can give a mad fuck though.. as long as I'm happy who cares and she will be fine.. she doesn't treat me any different or anything at all.. she has friends of all sorts, etc..

I have people that send me messages asking me how did I come out and how did my family react.. I was never in the closet.. I thought I was Bi for ever! but I always knew the difference of being with a guy and girl and what I felt was right. I have some "Friends" well acquaintances who think it's just a phase and blah blah fucking blah.. they don't know what I feel inside or think. Just cuz they may not get it I don't give a fuck..

I don't really know what to tell them because I didn't have a religious or people around me hateful to such, structured or be it racist up bringing my mom was never like that, I didn't really hear anything derogatory about Gay/Lesbian it was never an issue. So when I get asked what they should do because either their family is against it period or they are afraid they will be shunned and or banned, letting down their family, etc.. I don't know what to tell them. Thats something they have to decide on their own, I am not in a position to give them advice for the fact my way of things and circumstances is different.


The word LESBIAN however doesn't sit right with me .. not because of what it stands for.. but because of the label.. it doesn't define me. So many stereo types with labels. Not every fucken lesbian is a horniada.. horny ass broads, or have mullets and are homely looking.. Sure there are lots but even though I appreciate a beautiful woman.. I'm not attracted to alot.. I have a certain type that I like.. I'm sure the same with gay guys.. Who are so much fucken fun.. especially the flamers lol love love love them!

When Prop 8 was on the ballet for this years election.. ay dios.. so much propaganda about being in schools and kids.. I can go on FOREVER on the false scare tactics they used, yea funny though how all these people were so scared it would "convert" their kid or blah blah blah.. when ugh.. how many fucked up examples do we have of straight parents. It is what it is... blah blah blah. I tell some of my friends who are homo phoebe.. They flatter themselves that every gay guy who walks past them wants them?, I'm sure you aren't their type either.. what do you think they are gonna do? sprinkle gay fairy dust on you? -I will say this.. IF we can have a black president .. we will have gay marriage legal one day. I totally understand everyone's point if they support or don't. Doesn't phase me.

I know some women who were in long term marriages, have kids.. but end up with a woman. It just goes to show you .. you just never know if someones personality or your connecting with someone on a deeper level.. may not always be what you thought would be.

To each is own.. I have written a detailed blog on this in this site.. anyways.. I think my main point was .. interesting that people I know or people who have known me since birth but don't know anything about my life see what I have public ally available to everyone and my blogs where I speak or I should say write whats on my mind... at least they like the style of my writing lol.


So thats my story

Thursday, December 25, 2008

TMZ & The disease of gossip

I am blogging from my phone! Ahhh watch out now lol! I'm sure there are typos so please bare with me spell check isn't an option on my blackberry right now for this blog lol


I love TMZ.

The writers on that show are fucken comedy and genius. I know they intrude and really say some horrible shit. I get that and it is wrong. Is it good T.V? Yes!

Sometimes I think what if I was a huge celebrity? Lord how they would tear me apart!

Omg the candid pictures!!!! I freak out now about my angles, imagine?

I don't agree with the questions, the ridiculous and completely uncalled for, horrible and intrusive questions. I know its the reaction they want but still. Just bad karma

Harvey always looks mad like he doesn't want to be there. The people who work there all seem like miserable people who get off on the misfortunes and caught off guard celebs they blissfully out and pick apart everything they say, do and look like
Then Harvey puts the name of everyone they have dirt on.. On a clear board. Imagine your name on there? Wtf is that?

If you think about with all that negativity everyday for a fucken show? A show that I watch? What does that say about me? Am I part of the problem? I am part of their ratings demographic.

Gossip is a huge business. Probably as old as prostitution. Its hurtful but oh so juicy! We all hate when its about us though right?
Its kind of like that old game "Telephone" roughly described there is about 4 to 5 players, the more the better. The first person whispers a story in the ear of the other and passes it along to the next person, so on and so on, then the last person says what they heard. Maybe some people interpet what they processed different?

I see TMZ as kind of like a dramatic, lonely, jealous, vindictive, manipulating, clingy, obsessed stalker girlfriend
If you notice when a celeb disses them or gets mad they tear them apart but if they are "nice" to the cameras they are pleased and show them all kinds of love making the celeb look like a saint

In a time where exposing celebrities and tearing them apart so society can feel better about their own lives is profitable now more then ever

If you want to stick a camera in someones face that's one thing but to fucken follow, chase and out right put peoples lives in danger, even following them home, digging in their trash! especially when it comes to kids.

What's even more scarier is with all the emphasis on "The Money shot" anyone can literally go after you, especially in this economy. Our world is instant, within minutes you can upload any unflattering image and news from your phone to the world wide net

Look at Britney Spears shit to be stalked and chased like a fucken animal? With a failed marriage, 2 kids and the pressure of being a huge star? Is that easy? Who is anyone to judge? Like we are all fucken perfect? Bullshit. I can't begin to think of what her life was like... Then to have a mental state and be constantly under the microscope? I would go fucken nuts to, cameras in your face, you can't even walk without a crush of people
If she goes to the gas station or somewhere normal then she's bad mouthed. Wtf is that?

Think about this, think about a time in your life where maybe you were doing something that if it was to get out on the net how embarrassed and even depressing that could be? I know a lot of people do care what people think of us.. Now magnify that by a good couple million who don't know you.. They form an instant opinion and judgment on you.. Blogs are posted about you by complete strangers, haters..... How would you feel? What if the story told wasn't even half true?
I'm sure the crew for instance showcased on TMZ television show has some dirt of their own... I wouldn't be surprised if some celebs or people who are tired of the shows shit starts to do a bit of dirt digging on their own ...

"Before you point your finger at me..make sure your hands are clean"
Karma.

Gone are the old days of semi true gossip magazines like "Enquirer" my mom was a faithful reader but come on
95% of that shit was ever really true

I think if we took a look at these people and have compassion, they are normal people. Sure they may have well of lives in money and possessions but doesn't mean they don't have problems of their own. The proof.. "Entertainment" media outlets like TMZ
Have you ever noticed how the media will build someone up and then tear them down!?
Do we chastize and tear them down, punish them for being successful? For having human ups and downs?

What's even more disturbing and dangerous is how society takes what is negativity shown as the truth. Opinions are formed and set in stone of an idea of the person, that can totally destroy someones career and credibility. How does their family's feel? the kids, etc imagine your parents plastered everywhere? Or being a kid having their school mates or people taunting and talking shit? But we don't think about that do we?

Ever hear the saying "Don't believe everything you hear" or "see" its true.

So maybe I don't love TMZ, I do watch it and I catch myself on their site "catching up" wtf is that? Its not my business. It is however entertainment but at the persons expense? Am I feeding into the negativity? With every click I give then by logging on raises their stats and the sponsors pay even more money, which only makes it more thirsty and hungry for more dirt and the cycle continues and this media monster grows to new lows and horrible highs.
And what's insult to injury? Spawn spin offs, a sequel in a way.. There is always competition.. That's the American Way right?

Me and my friend I affectionately refer to as Christanka are definitly chismosas.. Comadre style at it's best. We have known eachother since we were little girls, our mothers are good friends. She is one of the tiny few who knows everything about me. So of course we dish and spread the "cheese" of the Chisme from our daily lives.

I'm not saying I'm perfect and sure I "gossip" I'm sure we all do but there's a difference and a line.

I'm sure people gossip about me. I know for a fact they do. Its universal everyone has something to say about someone good or bad, positive or negative and or malicious

I am a vault. People tell me some serious juicy shit. I don't share because its not my business

There is always 3 sides to every story. 1 side of each and lastly the Truth

I like to think the truth just happens to match my side lol

Anyways now that I really think about it, the less negativity the better.

I won't be in the Thirty Mile Zone.

Top shit people do that irratates me!

This seems to be one of my most popular blogs. I don't think if I wrote a blog on everything I love it would get this much attention.. lol.


I don't regret writing this particular blog.. I may come off to "harsh" to some.. but this is how I feel and I write what I want and how I want. I don't mean to offend anyone or target this to anyone personally. or else if I did.. I would lol. But this is just shit in life that annoys me..

-When someone always has something negative to say about someone doing good. No matter how good the situation is or whatever the accomplishment is someone always has to rain on their parade.. why? cuz most people in society can't stand to see someone getting praised.. they gotta be the asshole to ruin it.. or at least try. It could even be on the internet-well always on the net cuz 99% ain't got the fucken balls to put their info" to someone they don't even know.. like my blogs for instance.. ill get a shit load of comments/praise and there has to be one to say something so fucken stupid. Sure.. not everyone is gonna like what I have to say but it's called.. if you ain't got nothing nice to say.................... Callate =)

is it that difficult for someone to get positive feedback with no haters? OH MY THE HORROR.

Like always have to point out something about someone if that person is only getting good things sayed about them. or their work, writing, etc.. bet it makes the hater feel better?

Then people wonder why their lives are miserable.. KARMA my dear.



WHEN THEY HAVE NO SHAME!

People (Guys mostly!) Do NOT cover their fucking mouth when they SNEEZE! they turn their heads and direct their germs airborne! NO shame! even when they are ahead of you in line! SUCIOS!

or when your at the market or public place.. and people act like they are the only ones around.. stopping right smack in the center.. no compassion or thinking of others who may have to get around.

I find it awkward and uncomfortable when someone around me.. friend or stranger.. sneezes and I DON'T say bless you. It's just weird to me not to say it. I think it's fucken rude when people don't say it. personally.

When your speaking to someone and before you even finish your fucken sentence they say HUH? all fucken loud.. I wanna tell them LISTEN FIRST YOU ASS BEFORE YOU FUCKEN ANSWER. I hate that. so annoying and so rude. cuz before you finish your sentence and they go HUH.. you have to REPEAT and you can't even get to the end of the sentence before they go OH YEA and then they reply to the question.. ay dios mio! they fucken heard me. JUST A FUCKEN LAZY LISTENER........................



-Your speaking to someone on the phone and they HAVE NO SHAME completely disregard your speaking to them and they reply to someone else in the room.. not even "Hold On" .. Naw and it makes you feel stupid ESPECIALLY when they cut you off.. and then go back to your "conversation" either they make you say it again.. OR they start talking about what they just sayed to someone or go off on a topic all about them.. What's wack is if you were really pouring your heart, asking for advice, or some chisme.. WACK. OH but GOD FORBID! you do it to them? you don't say "HOLD ON" they freak out and get all pissed!

This happens in my "family' sometimes lol. If i was asked to get something for someone and what they wanted wasn't available.. and I tell them "they didn't have it" or "they can't do it" then the person will say "THEY CAN'T DO IT?" and I say no.."WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY CAN'T TO IT" .. and regardless my answer they keep FUCKING asking me.. MY ANSWER AIN'T GONNA FUCKEN CHANGE!

-Oh and another thing that I think is stupid .. it just speaks volumes on their character and immaturity when I have clearly I don't like it when guys call me mami or sexy.. yea duh I just do it's gay and stupid. so then I get messages "what up you sexy mami" lol. like if thats supposed to make me SOO MADDDDDD.. like I'm gonna loose sleep over it? get the fuck outta here with that, you didn't ruin my day.. the rain isn't coming down.. IDIOT lol. just makes you look stupid at your childish attempt to get my attention.. I find those kind of stupid things is easier for someone to get attention because as well all know.. negative attention is easier to obtain then positive.

I know this is the SHAME section so I won't go into to much detail cuz I already got 4 thousand blogs (lol) on no shame about how people play others..

but.. I'm gonna do it anyway lol.

-No Shame
Fucking your sancha while your baby momma is celebrating her BabyShower!
Fucking their partners (boy/girl) friends.. and going out all together like nothing happened!
Fucking countless girls with no condoms.. cuz only an idiot thinks "I don't wear rubbers with the girls I'm fucking.. I know they're only fucking me) LOL. As I'm sure the each girl your fucking thinks the same about you and all the dudes they're fucking ... Might as well get a job at the Free Clinic.. you will be spending alot of time there.. might as well get payed for being there.

I can go on and on..

Next...

ROAD RAGE IS CHRONIC WHERE I LIVE!

Ok so I know alot of "Races" have stereo-types.. so try to figure out which one I'm speaking about.. if you know me or live around 626 you know damn well what I'm talking about!!!!

-Your trying trying to get in the Left Lane to make a Left Turn (Protected green) and your behind the last car in the lane.. you ALMOST fit but because FUCKEN ASSHOLE a car ahead or a couple YOU MISS THE LIGHT.. I hate that shit!!! I get the whole "1 car behind or till you can see the tires of the car in front of you"but don't be a dick when you know there is only 1 fucken lane to make a left turn! you don't need that much space especially IF YOU THE FIRST FUCKEN CAR.. YOUR GUARANTEED TO TURN FIRST ASSHOLE..


AND Drive throughs!! OMG!

I HATE 2 window drive throughs like at Mc Donalds. realistically there is 3 cars that can fit.. the car at the pick up window, the car ahead who just payed.. and you who IS ABOUT TO PAY but can't cuz the fucken 2nd car can't move it's precious ass ahead! YOU sit there forever, practically backing up the line which is no fault of yours! until this ass graciously moves the fuck up!

OR your a car behind the person who is ordering.. and they chose to pull up only a tad.. so your fucken stuck between almost at the speaker.. but not quite there.. you try to pull up as much as you can.. you notice the car ahead of you has so much space between the car ahead of them you could lay down between them! so the censor is going off and then your asked for your oder.. but you can't be heard! so then you got people behind you giving you looks.. hands waving out .. thinking it's your fault...


One time I was at a George Lopez concert the day after Christmas.. so me and my mom parked on the roof top.. so everyone was trying to leave.. there was no one directing traffic so it was a fucken free for all A NIGHT MARE.. so you have the steady line of cars.. then you got the cars parked each side of the line.. who want in the line.. but theres cars backed up.. it's chaos.. SO were in the middle.. where we should be and this fucken bitch in a big ass SUV WITH NO SHAME straights puts her car like she's gonna hit my mom.. I'M LIKE OH HELL NO.. i told her WTF ARE YOU DOING? she of course ignores me.. and the mili second the car ahead moves she goes for it.. no shame in her bitch ass game.. then this other car trys it.. I WAS SO HEATED.. see shit like that.. petty ass caddy shit.. it catches up with you one day.. by the time we got out.. that broad was way behind us.. I dunno how people are raised.. ghetto shit like that.. wack. no manners.




ok now back to the calles lol.

I get so fucken PIST! when people don't move up.. or think about people behind you.. THEY'RE GOING SOMEWHERE TO ASSHOLE!

now where I live.. there is a huge Asian/Oriental.. whatever you wanna call it.. community. I find it ironic that 95% of the "older" generation can't drive past 20 mph.. but they actually own business's that offer DRIVING LESSONS! ..

Now besides the fact they don't fucken look when they make a turn.. OR they STOP like if fucken GOD was walking by and then PUTS ON THEIR TURN SIGNAL... WTF IS THAT?

I worry about my safety when I walk/run around my house.. I'm serious.. I'm constantly stopping whenever I pass a parking lot, crossing streets.. etc.

Okay now why is it that people will be I SWEAR TO GOD 4 fucken cars behind the cross walk.. like your at a light but the fucken car that is first behind the line is about the length of a FUCKEN BIG RIG what the fuck is that? like.. I could understand if you don't have the best vision.. but come on seriously? That would just be awkward to me.. to sit so far behind the line? or I see the car ahead of me has alll kinds of space.. I ALWAYS give them dirty looks.. I hate that shit!

or.. when your trying to make a light at a unprotected green light.. so time is not your friend.. and you got an idiot who won't go much father then the fucken line.. so by the time the light is green your fucked.. and if your the 3rd car and there is a CAMERA .. you just won a $300.00 ticket compliments of the ASSHOLE WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO MOVE THE FUCK UP! DON'T BE A SISSY LA LA!

Now if you know the 10 freeway.. ever notice that theres always a back up on the 1st to lanes? between Temple City Blvd and Fremont? Ever wonder why? .. I know the answer.. but lets just say it's all RELATED.

I hate it when people don't give big riggs the respect they need. If you know a trucker or ever been in one you would totally change the way you treat them. Yes, I know its fucken annoying they take for ever to merge.. but shit.. they got a couple TONS of metal plus like 5 or more GEARS.. so when your ass slams your breaks, or cuts in front of them they have little time to react!
PLUS I know it's an instinct that when we see them signaling to get over we kinda wanna speed up or think if we are behind them were gonna go slow as fuck.. maybe and maybe not.. but they gotta get in AND YOU FUCKEN SEE THEM but you wanna be a DICK FACE and speed along with them so they cant get in.. your an asshole. Be respectful .. you HATE when cars to it to you imagine how they feel?

People believe in signaling in traffic in L.A.. I DON'T. when there is traffic.. the guaranteed way your not gonna get in any lane is if you SIGNAL.. why? cuz people don't want to let you in cuz thats 1 more car in front of them going slow, and it's also a ego thing.

I always use my signals unless it's the situation above. What I don't get is when I'm trying to get in the lane AND THERE IS NO TRAFFIC.. I use to my signal.. YOU SEE MY ASS.. but all of a sudden WITH NO SHAME IN YOUR GAME you basically take your sweet ass time just passing by me like a big FUCK YOU.. WTF is that? and when I do get behind your stank ass.. more then Likely your going so fucken slow anyway.. I'll end up in front of you and your ass will what? BE 2 CARS BEHIND ME anyway? so why speed up? AIN'T LIKE YOUR DRIVING THE POPE THAT YOU GOTTA BE ALL PICKY AND SHIT.

I personally wave a respectful thank you when someone lets me in.. I was taught that way... If I'm letting you in when I know you really don't fit.. and you don't give me a thank you or wave? nigga fuck you!

OK now there are 2 things in this world I don't agree with nor tolerate. So if you know me and you do this.. I don't really give a flying shit if it offends you cuz the act is greater judge of character to me.

When people park in fucking handicapped parking. If you had it for your grandma, etc.. cool WHEN THEY ARE IN THE CAR.. but if not it ain't a fucken free pass just cuz YOUR ONLY GOING TO BE A COUPLE MINUTES...

I'm not stupid I know some people have them because they may have an injury of some sort you can't see and they may look fine.. but they can be prone to eye problems, or have chronic leg pain, etc.. I get that.

But if your a lil asshole who is clearly okay but just TO FUCKEN LAZY or in a hurry.. your an asshole. period.

If you know or have spent anytime with someone that has to be in a wheelchair .. OR are confined to a wheelchair.. do you know the time it takes to get them out of a car.. put them in the wheelchair.. or the time it takes for the van to unload the person in the wheelchair? and if they have breathing tanks, etc.. YOU JUST MADE IT THAT MUCH LONGER AND HARDER for them to not only WALK cuz there IS NO PARKING .. you made it that much harder for them to do what is ALREADY a hard enough task.
We take getting in and out for granted. If you really knew what they go through.. you would be a little more compassionate and take the extra time to find a fucking parking space .. so you gotta walk a lil father" THATS CALLED WEIGHT WATCHERS PARKING.. walk .. it's good for you! AND if you know someone in that situation.. and you still do? shame on you!

This may be a lil harsh but it's the way I feel.. I have no respect for ANY being if they..
Hurt, Abuse, Molest, Rap (yes it happens, how do you think slaughter houses and sick fucks do with disease ridden animals?).. Torture, hit, kick, throw, toss, stick shit up their ass, mouth, make them do cruel shit.. TO ANY ANIMAL. I swear to god..

You don't have to like animals, thats fine.. to each is own.. im not saying anything is wrong with that.. it's when they aren't doing anything to you and you just have to fuck with them. I know when we are kids.. sure they may not know better.. but when your a teen ager and up.. YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK YOUR DOING..

setting dogs on fire? picking bunny's up the ears? swinging a cat by it's tail? or pulling them? smashing kittens, kicking and hitting dogs to listen to you? IT'S A FUCKEN ANIMAL YOU DUMB PIECE OF SHIT! it's not human!. So you get mad if they shit somewhere.. what the fuck do you expect? but if they open a door or do something "smart" you punish them as well?

Most people think animals don't have feelings or some people are just raised to think they don't feel like we do .. the extent is the same IF NOT WORSE. THEY JUST CAN'T SPEAK you fucken piece of shit!

This is something I will not tolerate..

I don't eat meat, chicken or fish.. blah blah blah.. Do I care if you do? fuck no. thats your body.. do with what as you please..

I'm not gonna preach about how animals are treated, some of the SICKEST CRUELEST ever in the world!!! you wouldn't even sleep at night.. but I know it's easier to ignore..

my point.. animals feel to.. i understand if you were bitten by a dog or a cat, etc.. but something has to be evil in your soul to even want to hurt them.

It's a proven fact, serial killers, rapists, predators have all started with the abuse on animals.. so really think about that........

OH and fur is dead.. idiot..yea you look real spiffy wearing a dead fucken bear.

you sick fuck.

Oh and if you can't take care of a pet.. THEN DON'T GET ONE.. they shit, piss, do shit you don't like .. AND THEY MAY GET BIGGER.. OH AND THEY NEED ATTENTION!! Oh and guess what .. THEY BARK,MEOW, CRY etc.. THEY ARE FUCKEN LIVING BREATHING CREATURE..
DON'T GET ONE IF YOU CAN'T TAKE CARE OF IT.. PERIOD.

When you take your animal who has been with your family for a while or is passed on to you.. the minute you put them in a shelter.. guess what! they get sick, the feel depressed, they are in a new setting with other animals that by nature is their predator.. how would you feel?

I get people have to give their animals away cuz they can't keep them any longer, their apartment manager wont let them, they cant afford the pet, etc.. but just cuz it "bugs" you.. your a dick. period.
OH AND THE ONES WHO BREED, SELL AND FIGHT ANIMALS, TORTURE, KICK, ABUSE, MUTILATE, ETC...
I HOPE YOU DIE THE WORST DEATH THAT WILL MAKE EVERY GLORIFIED SERIAL KILLER CRY!
Anywhooooooooooooooooo

BUT WAIT.. before I get the cry baby's.. "what about rapists, child molestors, domestic violence"
I FEEL THE SAME! IF YOUR A SICK FUCK WHO DOES SOME SICK SHIT ESPECIALLY TO KIDS! YOU JUST FUCKED UP THEIR LIFE.. AND THE CYCLE CONTINUES.. THATS WHY WE GOT GIRLS HAVING KIDS AT FUCKEN 12 .. THATS WHY *MAJORITY* OF SOCIETY IS SO FUCKED.. EVERYONE FUCKING EVERYONE.. CHEATERS, ADULATORS, AIDS, STD'S RUN RAMPID.. NO RESPECT FOR EACH OTHER.. IT'S A FUCKEN CYCLE

Oh I know all about that personally.. plus my mom who is not only the hugest animal activist.. GO PETA! (not all members of peta are crazy).. she is also the Domestic Violence Coordinator at a Sherrifs Station..

so when someone wants to throw that shit at me.. I always ask.. well what causes are you involved in?

it's a touchy topic.
on to the next.........

When parents are walking feeeeeeeeeet behind their kids! wtf is wrong with you? thats how kids run into the street and the parents act like they dont have at least a little blame??????

or when your in a doctors office .. like urgent care like I was.. SURE I know kids get restless and kids get bored and they want to walk around and play.. it's natural! BUT if your kid is cranky and wants to run around BE LOUD AND SCREAM.. GET YOUR KID.. I was in Urgent Care.. in fucken unbearable pain.. in the waiting room.. with gee oh I dunno OTHER PEOPLE IN FUCKEN UNBEARABLE PAIN.. and yet there is this adorable little girl.. probably is sick or something? she's running around, moving things, climbing on things being loud.. probably bored.. and her mom yells .. not goes to get her.. but YELLS out her name and the oh so productive "don't touch that, get over here".. yea mommy dearest really getting her attention.

So this lil girl is not tryen to sit down nor go to her mother.. her mother is sitting a cross from me.. I'm with my mom.. and my mom is looking at her like GET YOUR KID..my mom is the shit.. she totally understands how kids are but this mom clearly is not interested in controlling her child.. it got worse and worse...... finally she goes to get the kid and the kid starts crying and screaming throwing a tantrum right in front of us! my mom is ready to say something but i hold her back!!!.. cuz if anyone even blinks at my mom wrong.. I will beat your ass till I see blood. I couldn't move so this wasn't gonna happen! so the little girl starts fussing and freaking out.. clearly does not want to sit down or be still.. so what does mother of the year do? she keeps trying to pick her up.. LIKE IF NO ONE WAS AROUND.. the little girl kept getting louder, wiggling her way from her mom, bending her straighting her legs so she doesn't have to sit down..

If her kid wants to act like that.. by all means.. handle that scandle BUT DO IT OUTSIDE! how embarrassing to put on a fucken show for everyone??????? I could see if the mom was overwhelmed or the one sick.. but she wasn't!!!!!!.. everyones head was throbbing, people are giving her looks but no one sayed shit..

If you warn your kid to stop.. and they keep doing it.. and you warn them again.. and they keep doing it? don't you think after the first warning you should take care of it? the minute you don't follow through with your "threat" is when they know you don't mean it. Universal Rule in life that applys to everything

I don't have kids, don't want kids, LOVE KIDS, KIDS LOVEEEEE ME! beautiful creatures in this world! but just cuz I didn't birth a child doesn't mean I don't know common sense. I have lived with kids, babysatt, worked at a school!!! There is some behaviors you don't have to be a genious to get.

I'll always add on lol.

You don't got to be perfect, I'm not perfect, no such creature. just have compassion and respectful of others is what I'm saying about everything.

-I get anxiety sometimes and cringe when like your eating and someone asks you a question and you want to answer them fast but you need to fucken chew before you choke and they say.."huh" or "well" I'm like LET ME FUCKEN CHEW LOL. but they take their time right? ORRRRRRRR They are conversing with you but in every other bite they keep stuffing food into their mouth? sure it's normal but i'm talking bout popping shit into their mouth between very half sentence! wtf is that? I'm like STOP DOING THAT AND PUT A PERIOD ON THE SENTENCE! lol.

ok so lets move on to my favorite "you only date girls? what a waste"

I dont' know how many times I get asked "you only date girls? what man broke your heart"

LOL. or "your to pretty to like girls" wtf. is that? Ok so lets say I'm this gorgeous fucken creature.. that makes me a better a person? really? would that make me a good cook? because I have a gorgeous body that would ensure I'm good at sex? because I have beautiful eyes that would guarantee I'm not into you for your money?

How fucken vain are you? seriously. I chop it up to insecurities. guys will run down the fucken list to convince them self that there has to be *something* on this earth that will satisfy their ego and make the threat less of why me or other females who don't date guys could possibly RESIST OH THE TEMPTATION OF THEIR MANLY HOOD..
GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE WITH THAT BULLSHIT FABIO.. oh and showing a girl your penis to a female who like myself thinks it's just hideious.. Nigga.. it's not a magic stick.. looks like a over sized needle.. looks painfull and is just FUGLY OF FUGLY'S.. other chicks who date guys love it..can't get enough of it.. duh thats why dildo's are so handy right?
but for me personally.. not interested. so showing me a pic or describing the inches? gross..
1.who did you dirty?
2.You never had good d*ck
3.do you hate your dad?
4.you scared?
5.you never dated me AHAHAHA
6.you down with a 3 some?

so I tell them.. you got a point.. I LOVE A STRONG MAN, A MANLY MAN.. A MAN WHO CAN LISTEN AND LOVE .. AND GET THE FUCKEN POINT I DON'T WANT HIM!

YA DIG? lol.

OH and by the way just cuz a girl is beautiful doesn't mean you will treat her like a fucken queen.. even beautiful girls get treated like shit and cheated on. How small your world must be if you assume because someone is attractive that they are somehow perfect?

I NOTE-If you just wanna fuck a bomb ass girl HANDLE THAT SCANDLE by all means.. I know you have to be attracted to someone of course duh!

but my gripe is when I'm constantly questioned why I don't date dudes and they bring my looks involved like.. as if I'm some exception to the rule that I would be treated like a queen..

WACK.

ok now I think this is seriously gay and not the good gay but just fucken annoying and STUPID.
I'm sure some of you may not like my take on it but oh fucken well..

"hehe" GOD THAT IS ANNOYING! WTF IS hehe like your sitting at your computer saying HEHE are you serious? yes LOL & LMFAO is one thing which I always put cuz sometimes I really am laughing my fat ass off.. but hehe? When girls put it ok whatever blah but when guys do it? GAY GAY GAY .. god that is gay.. I do tell them "hehe" seriously? lol.

or wHeN DeY tYpE LyKe Dizzzzzz b0iiiiiiii. How fucken old are you? that is so stupid.. and if your in your late 20's and older.. time to type like a big person.

I've been on the lovely net for over 10 years, when AOL had like 2.1
the whole "look at my pics tell me what you think" dangerous question cuz I will tell you what I think.. I mean the whole "comment my pics" wow you need that much validation? so I have to leave a forced comment?
sounds mean I know, and hella bitchy but I find it annoying.

I .. Like everybody get invited to places & events.. It's when I get asked like literally the night (sometimes not even day) , or the weekend coming up, or blah blah blah shit like that.. and then when I say AWW I'M SORRY I CAN'T MAKE IT BECAUSE.. GEE OH I DUNNO I ALREADY FUCKEN HAVE PLANS TO DO SOMETHING WITH SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY INVITED ME IN A TIMELY MATTER AND NOT LAST MINUTE. It never really amazes me the guilt THEY GIVE ME and attitude like YOUR LETTING THEM DOWN.. LIKE YOUR FUCKEN DISSING THEM..

Of course always exceptions to the rule.. could be shit got moved up, or whatever or really is LAST FUCKEN MINUTE.. cool, totally get that duh shit always changes.. but majority it's like come on.. or B-Day Party's... seriously? you gonna invite me the day before? when you been inviting everyone days or weeks? You have been planning this..and you invite me the day before? like uhhhh I just have nothing to do but to sit around and pray I get an invite requesting my attendance? I think not. Mad bitchy huh? Well I get this shit all the time.. especially to shows .. now thats dope they want me to come.. especially hook me up at the door or drinks or whatever, thats mad cool and I totally appreciate that but it's the guilt they give me like "oh you to good" no nigga.. it's cuz I have shit planned and if I don't even know you.. I ain't gonna predict when to keep a day open incase YOUR ASS is playing... ya dig?